4/14/09

So, i'm thinking of making this kinda like a diary/stream of consciousness thing/ranting thing. Maybe it can help figure out life by looking at things again, ya know??

Today was okay, its rainy and stormy, gross, windy, and cold. Prom is coming up, this Saturday.. sadly the only other girl in our Cadillac dropped out :/ so now its me and 4 guys.. haha that should be interesting. I wonder how long i can keep this blog going for.. hmmm.. i miss my bella. Its reallllyy hard being home... i dont like it at all.. i just look at the back porch and just it hurts... a lot.. :/ I'm listening to britney spears right now :] talkin to Josh over texting haha friend of a friend that i've never met yet :P anyways hmm.. wore one of my new favorite outfits today :] i probably should be working on my research paperS. yeah paperS. 2! dos!! freakin a. one is 5 pages with 7 sources, the other 2 or more pages, 5 sources. Chemistry one should be pretty easy. I'm excited about both, wow that sounds dorky, i'm just too lazy to do them. but i know once i start them i'll get into it haha right now i'm just too well, as you can tell, unfocused. Tornado Warning today at school, bleh. couldnt eat outside. i actually liked it in the hallway though :D never get to do that :]]]]] womanizer is an amazing song. i wanna hang out with lexi. haha we always rock out to this song :] along with others haha i always have fun with that girl. I want to talk to Derek. My other ex. he wants nothing to do with me though sadly :/ I'm coming i guess kinda close to Tori's boyfriend. Kyle. I mean, he has been a friend of mine for a few months haha but like idk i feel like i talk to him more then her...which is true and sad. oo! paramore <3 love them. oh! speaking of paramore. i'm supposed to go to a Paramore and No Doubt concert in June with John, yeah the one who doesnt talk to me anymore. awwkkwwwarrdd.. i wonder if he's still gonna take me. i mean he already has the ticket but ya never know. haha hmm.. i really love this song. Decode <3 from Twilight.. dude Twilight. I love Twilight and get made fun of for it but whatever haha okay i guess i'm done for today, might post some more later.

Make love not war <3