so much for keeping up with my blog :[

All i have been thinking about all day is the farm. i want to be there so bad and just rideeeeeee!!!! its driving me insane. today was good :] my friend jon came home with me after school and hung out for a little while then had to go get his bumper for his truck :P i havent been on the computer. i didnt celebrate 4/20 D; i wanted to though. uhm. I cant figure out this chemistry worksheet. I'm still confused about josh and now about jon too. oh boy. i just sneezed and i swear i almost blew a lung. speaking of lungs, i have CPR training tomorrow. bleh. i've been dieing to wear my dress. i wonder if i can wear it this saturday. probably not. :/ i think......idr... i'm really hot.. i need a new phone. my lips are chapped :[[ i need new music. i'm freakin bored as hell. i'm gonna see if i can celebrate 420 tonight with my brother :D i'm so excited. omg! idk what to write today. i didnt come on for a few days and everyday a few times a day i was like geez i need to do the blog :/ i wonder if anyone even reads these? probably not :/ ohh wellll.. i think i should start converting people to go veggie. :D jon is thinking about it. i wonder if he can cook. :] that'd be pretty kick ass..i really like hangin out with him.

Boy issues:
Jon
Jenks
Josh

any other J's? oh wiat

Jake is omg freakin hot as hell dude he cut his hair D: i was devistated.

farm. farm. farm. farm. i wanna go on alligator alley with Amy and Brittany and Fresca :D that'd be soooo awesome. i'll do it saturday but dude i just want to go right now. well maybe not since its so late. maybe like an early morning ride? that'd be cool. i'd have to talk to brittany and mary :D maybe over summer? omg i want it to be saturday. ag was eh today. oh when jon was over today i swear to god the ceiling and other stationary objects were moving.. nothing would stay still. everything was spinning. wtf? no i'm not on drugs. i havent done anything since november 08. its now april almost may 09 so yeah. I'm good. :] i guess i shouldnt do anything because of the sotret. oh wait. it would flush outta my system pretty fast though since its been so long. i wonder if i'd get high. i think i'm rambling. i want a good book to read. anyone got anything good? fantasy/romance or just romance is my favorite :D i love twilight and the house of night series. i seriously do. 2 people are making me suspicious of them. i dont know if i can trust them anymore :/ after what someone told me last night about me being "easy" and it involving 2 people that i trust, it hurt. damn. can i trust anyone anymore? i wanna be at the farm

okay. okay. okay. i know. enough with the farm right? oh well. i love it to death. its my haven. i just let loose over there and just enjoy life. i wonder if i could start going over there after school? nah. no way over there.... that would be pretty kick ass. brittany wouldnt be able to come so it wouldnt be that amazing haha still would be but not as much :] haha josh wants to come out. should he come on a saturday or sunday? hmm.. saturday i do amy and novia. sunday, jake is there and i do don juan and diamonte... probably sunday. i gotta pee.

okay. jessi is a bitch. seriously. omg! i can write about prom!! dude i cant believe i didnt think about that till now.

okay.

so we got lost a LOT. --omg there is this fly/mosquito thing and its driving me insane. i think i like jon.

if i go off on the story of prom - omg the computer screen did something weird again. am i going crazy? that book called Girl, Interupted was SO good. my leg itches. i'm going to bed.

goodnight